My Dad Left Me When I Was a Child, He Lived with My Godmother 2 Floors Up — Story of the Day
May 13, 2025
When I bought that lost $5 package, I expected nothing but random junk. But the moment I opened it, I saw something from my childhood I could never forget, and suddenly, nothing in my life made sense anymore.
I didn’t plan on crying in a Target parking lot that morning, but there I was, holding a cold coffee and Googling “how to know if you’ll make a terrible mom.”
I’d just come back from another appointment. Another specialist. Another failed test.
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My BFF, Rachel, slid into the passenger seat of my car like she always did, breezy and loud, carrying too many bags and a peppermint latte.
“You okay? You look like you just got bad news or an unexpected bill.”
I gave her a look. “The doctor said it’s unlikely I’ll ever get pregnant naturally. I’m trying to wrap my head around foster care or adoption, but... I don’t know...”
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She handed me a cinnamon pretzel.
“Try carbs. You need food first.”
I chewed in silence. Then, after a long sigh:
“I don’t think I can do it. The whole foster care thing. What if I screw it up? What if I turn into... her?”
Rachel’s face softened. “You are not your mom, Em. You didn’t abandon anyone.”
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“I don’t even know what it feels like to have a mom,” I mumbled. “How am I supposed to be one?”
She stayed quiet, sipping her drink.
“I mean... what kind of mother sends her child away and never comes back?” I added. “What if I inherited that? What if something in me is broken, too?”
Rachel turned fully toward me. “First of all, shut up. You’re not broken. Second... wanna come to my weird little Saturday thing?”
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I blinked. “What?”
She grinned. “Lost mail auction. Online. USPS stuff they couldn’t deliver or return. I buy a box every month. It’s my form of retail therapy.”
“Sounds like hoarding with extra steps.”
“Come on,” she nudged me. “It’s fun. Sometimes it’s junk, sometimes it’s... honestly, mostly junk. But it’s the randomness I love.”
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“You think I’m in the mood to pay twenty bucks for some stranger’s busted phone charger?”
“Then don’t. Look, this one has zero bids. Five bucks. Tiny box. Could be earrings, could be mold. Want it?”
I hesitated. I had bills. Groceries. A leaky faucet I was pretending didn’t exist.
Meanwhile, Rachel tilted her phone toward me.
USPS Lost Package. Weight: 0.8 lbs. No tracking, no sender info
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“Buy it,” she said. “For the thrill.”
“Five bucks?”
Rachel held up her drink. “I’ve spent more on foam.”
I clicked.
Purchase confirmed.
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We laughed.
Rachel cranked up the music, and I forgot for a moment how heavy everything felt.
I didn’t know it yet, but at that very moment, I bought my childhood back.
For five dollars and forty-nine cents, including tax.
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***
The box came three days later.
It was smaller than a shoebox, taped up with yellowed labels and dust like it had been hiding in some warehouse forever. I carried it to the kitchen table, sat down, and stared.
“Five bucks. This is probably a pile of broken pencils.”
Scissors. One rip. The tape gave way.
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Inside was… not junk. A stuffed elephant!
My breath caught.
Pink. A little faded. One ear flopped lower than the other.
I knew that elephant.
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“No... No, this isn’t... It just can’t be.”
I picked it up. The fur was rough with age, the button eyes scratched. I remembered chewing on that ear when I was four. I remembered falling asleep with it every night.
But a thousand kids have pink elephants, right? They aren’t rare.
I told myself that. Over and over.
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Still… my fingers moved on their own. They slid along the seam of the belly, pressing. Searching.
And there it was. A tiny bump. A hidden pocket. I gasped.
Mom used to sew candy into that pocket. Always the same kind—raspberry caramel in shiny red wrappers. “Treasure hunts,” she called them.
I’d squeal every time I found one.
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My hand shook as I tugged the stitching open. Inside was a sticky, crumpled wrapper clinging to an ancient candy. I pulled it out, staring like it might disappear. It smelled faintly of sugar and childhood.
I covered my mouth.
“Oh my God…”
Then I saw the folded scrap of paper. Tiny handwriting.
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Curvy letters I hadn’t seen in decades.
“Soon we’ll be together again, my little Toffee. Always. Mom.”
My knees went weak.
Toffee... That was what she called me. Her candy girl.
It wasn’t random. It wasn’t a coincidence.
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The elephant was mine. The candy was mine. The note—hers.
I dropped into the chair, clutching the toy to my chest, tears blurring everything.
Dad always said she’d left. Walked away. Didn’t want me.
But then why did she send this? Why did she promise to come back?
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My phone buzzed on the table. A reminder to pay bills, normal life tapping on my shoulder. But nothing felt normal anymore. All I could hear was my own voice, whispering:
“Mom never left me. Dad lied.”
***
Minutes later, I drove with the elephant in my lap. I kept rehearsing the words I would throw at Dad. How he lied, how he poisoned my memories, how he stole my mother from me.
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But when I pulled up to the cemetery gates, the truth hit like a slap.
There was no house to drive to. No man to confront. Only a stone marker with his name carved deep. My knees gave out the second I saw it. I sank into the grass, tears sliding hot and messy down my face.
“Why, Dad?” My voice cracked. “Why did you do this? Why didn’t you let me get to know her? Wasn’t I enough for you without the lies?”
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The silence of the graveyard pressed in. Wind carried the smell of cut grass and lilies.
Then a voice broke it.
“Emily?”
I spun around. A woman stood a few feet away, holding a bundle of fresh flowers. Gray hair tied back, plain cardigan, face I’d seen before but never really looked at.
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“Ms. Jerard?”
“Hello, sweetheart. I came as soon as I got your call.”
Ms. Jerard had bought my father’s house after his death and had been living there for a year after.
I’d asked her to bring flowers to his grave and even slipped her money for it. It was the only way to make her feel useful, and I let her have that. She laid the flowers against the stone, then turned to me.
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“You said on the phone you wanted to find your mother. That you got… a package?”
My heart slammed. “Yes. A lost package. With my toy. With a note.”
“Oh, that’s unexpected…”
“I just need to know, Ms. Jerard, did you ever find anything in my father’s house… something that could help me?”
She looked at me with sorrow. “The toy you received... was it by any chance a pink elephant?”
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“Yes! But how could you possibly—”
Her lips trembled. “Because… I sent it, Toffee.”
The ground tilted under me.
“What!?”
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“I was scared,” she went on, voice breaking. “I never got an answer to my letters. Then the hospital… years of treatment. By the time I found you again, you were grown. I didn’t know if you’d forgive me.”
I shook my head. “No. No, that’s not possible. You— you mean—”
Her eyes filled with tears. “Yes, Emily. I’m your mother.”
I sank into the grass, breathless.
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“Why didn’t you come back for me? You promised.”
Her face folded in grief.
“After you were born, I had a darkness I couldn’t crawl out of. Postpartum, they called it. I thought a short rest would help. But your father—he believed I’d abandoned you. He took you, went to court, shut me out. By the time I tried again, I was sick. I suppose that was when the package with the elephant was returned and lost. Only now do I understand it.”
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I looked straight into her eyes.
“Oh God… Mom…”
Her hands shook as she reached toward me, but didn’t touch me. “Only after your Dad died could I move back here. I bought his house. Just to be near you. Hoping that one day…”
My chest heaved. I wanted to scream, to run, to collapse into her arms. Instead, I stood frozen in the cemetery, staring at the woman who was both a stranger and my mother.
“Emily,” she whispered. “Can you ever forgive me?”
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***
Six months later, I adopted a little girl.
I didn’t blame my dad anymore. I had been his whole world, and in his clumsy way, he thought he was keeping me safe. And my mom — we finally found our way back to each other.
As for my Ellie, she had the best grandma a child could ever ask for.
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